bein tgr wif u was one of the happiest moment in my life.
the comfy feelin u gave was sumtin tt i yearned for all dis yrs yet nt received.
but nw i do.
u set aside the formal way of tokin btwn spouse,
n allowed mi to tok lk a buddy to u.
i shared wif u all my ups n dwns,
hapi n sorrows.
nth is hidden,
n der's nth tt u do nt noe.

i'm truely apologetic abt all the hurt i've caused.
even ur precious tears involved.
times n again u emphasized on hw much i mean to u,
i didnt gif a damn in the past,
yet i clearly understood the defination of it nw.

wen i look into ur teary eyes each time,
dis particular sentence jus flashes pass before my eyes.
'bao bei, its my honour to hv u.. ..'
so much so i wanted to tell it to u face to face,
but words jus seems to b stuck in my throat.

hw far can we walk?
i hv no idea at all..
m still wonderin if i'm doin the rite tin.
i wish tt sumone or even sumtin can convinced mi tt i'm rite,
but ultimately till dis beri moment,
nth does.

my mind is bein overwhlemed by all tots.
sumtin jus nid to b eliminated.
which one to?
i dono i dono n i dono.

wen a player plays wif feelins,
it doesnt reflects tt he/she is a player,
it jus shows tt he/she gave in his/her feelins.

i gave in my feelins dis time round.
indeed i do.
fully n totali.

'never says never',
dis slogan still applies..