saw u ytd.
broken up for so long,
yet my luv for u had x subside.
i ran as fast as my feet cld carry mi the min i saw u,
but deep dwn in my heart,
all i wan is to catch one more glimp of u.
tt'll b enuf for mi,
more den contented..

u used to b mine,
nw u're into sumbody elses arm.
the blow is der still,
the pain still lingers within.
i had x goton over yet,
x at all..

the more i tot of it,
it jus strike mi into realization tt i hvn been fair to bao bei.
its reli x fair..

revelation intaked.
its x easy bein a player either.
wen a player plays wif feelins involved,
tts indeed a killer point.
i've broke the rules,
hence consequences r der for mi to face nw.

aft all,
players can b in dilemma as well.
u jus luv both.
1 was the past,
the other belongs to the present.
hw..
tell mi hw..

vex.
super.
i'm strugglin.
still sturgglin.

i nid to b in my inferno to tink n meditate abt issues.
i jus nid sum space to breathe n b alone..
argh.
it hurt pretty much.. ..