jus finished doin RI for kranji pri.
lolx~
rite choice made.
lookin at the GIs,
sum reli sux to the max n to the core.
wheras for water side,
we had been hvin fun thru out the 2 days.
thou pay aint alot,
yet i enjoyed it pretty much.

speakin of which abt the pay,
bao bei n i actuali earn nth.
sigh..
we got attacked by the bed bugs..
i was terribly bitten by dem.
quite a num of our stuffs r rated comdemned state.
no choice but to thrw away most of the items.
big loss..

tok to lin moments ago.
she sounded rather cold.
wonder if she still mind n matters abt the issue.
she claimed tt i was tinkin too much.
i hope i m.
perhaps i'm reli bein far too paranoid.
it doesnt bother mi quite a bit,
yet i noe,
ultimately i din made the wrong decision.
i don nid ur acceptance,
but plz don push ur objection to the far end of the max lvl.

bao bei.
u're all tt i hv.
u're everitin tt i owned.
u're my spouse,
my buddy,
my best frenz,
n most imptly,
my listener.
i cannot imagine life without u,
hence,
don choose to leave mi by hvin wishful tinkin sayin tt it's for my own gd,
don leave mi for the reason of reducin my pain.
u're nt bein hlpful at all..
nt at all.. ..

we've walk thus far.
i dono hw far more can we go,
but i noe oni will it b ur hands tt i'm holdin on to,
no one elses.

'nv says nv'..
it oways applies.
if we eva end dis off,
we end it for gd.

hapi moment yet to b fulfilled,
but i noe u wld.
sorrows moment had passed,
n it passed wif mixin mood.
inferity in mi rosed,
u subpress it dwn for mi.
paranoidic mi surfaced,
it's u,
u tt r all tt i matter.

perhaps u're waitin for dis,
perhaps nt.
but wen dis few words kam frm mi,
it means n weight more den a thousand million tonns.
bao bei,
I LOVE U..

for dis 3 words means more den a world.
cant u tell tt u're tt world..?

tell mi tt history wun repeat.
tell mi tt my effort is worth sumtin.
tell mi tt i'm bein appreciated.
tell mi tt i'm nt gg to b hurt again.
tell mi tt u're nt toyin wif my feelins.
tell mi n tell mi tt u luv mi as much as i had luv u..
mayb..
assurance is all i nid..

tins r runnin pass across my mind nw.
too complexed,
too sophisticated.

i'm tinkin..
still tinkin.. ..