mummy was admitted to hospital last wk.
her condition was rather serious,
went thru operation n blood transfusion.
had been der almost everiday as long as i do not hv ani camps.
thx for all of ur concern,
she's bck hm,
gettin beta n beta nw.

done Qihua pri last wk.
woo.
the students were reli gd,
responsive n attentive.
had 2 old birds n 1 newbie in my major,
yet all of us wrk well tgr wif no hard feelins nor conflicts.
cool~
i enjoyed pretty much wrkin wif dem.

bcuz of mummy's condition,
i can oni mit bao bei awhile each day,
thou i was oni by the side,
i can sense n feel hw much misses bao bei had for mi.

tt day alone,
bao bei didnt wan to go hm.
huggin mi tite,
bao bei left reluctantly wif teary eyes.
i didnt reli noe wat hpn xactly,
yet i noe clearly,
my presence n absence affected bao bei tt much.

we had programme on for ytd n tdy,
stayed over at bao bei's place as the sch located in west.
finali bao bei was hyp-up alittle den.

tdy is our 3mths anni.
we spent our day at dunearn sec,
n den bck to hm wen the programme ends.
nth much actuli as we're gg to hold a belated celebration tml.

jus wen i tot tdy wasnt signifcant at all,
bao bei went in tears,
lookin in my eyes sayin
'i reli love u alot..'
tt moment seems freezin to mi.
it was jus so heart warmin.
i said nth in respond,
but wonder if bao bei does hear the sound projectin frm my heart,
it replied 'i luv u too..'

didnt noe tt bao bei will root so deeply in mi,
to such xtend tt mittin bao bei everiday had became a routine.
tot i was cool enuf to cuz ppl suffer in livin without mi,
but hu noes..
i felt uneasy without bao bei ard.
karma..
sigh~

i'm sori bao bei for all dos tins i've done wrong.
dos tins tt made u upset n unhapi abt,
tins tt caused agony,
i'm truely apologetic.
u noe hw sori i m
n i hope same mistakes will x b repeated.

wat we had been thru,
n wat we r nw aint all.
der'll b more to kam..
i oways blif in doublin tins up.
if we can pull thru 3 mths,
we can mk it to 6 mths,
12mths,
24mths..
n so on,
n so forth..
our journey is definately much longer den wat we tot it wld b..

bao bei,
don forget abt out 21st bdae celebration.
we promised to hold the celebration tgr n mk it a real grand one.
i'm waitin for tt day to kam.
our bdaes is the 1st check point tt we gona aim for.
lets wrk for it tgr.
we shall walk steadily in a peaceful momentum.
slowly,
but surely.

each time sayin 'i luv u',
u noe it flows frm the deepest point of my heart out enterin ur ears.
n the defination of sayin 'i luv u' is still..
'i luv u'..
so..
bao bei..
u noe i aint gona say tt rite into ur face,
but i yearn tt u do noe,
'i luv u'..
n i reli do.. ..