feel so much lk screamin my lungs out wrkin wif sucky ppl.
wen ppl don realised tt dey're the ones mkin mistake,
in the end i got arrowed,
all blame goes to mi.
fuck man.

i hate the feelin of bein speechless wen i'm sure it's not my fault,
n i was reprimanded.
it's jus lousy.
LOUSY!

i'm a coordinator,
COORDINATING is my job.
n ppl r choosin their own trainers,
if tt's the case,
y needed mi here?

all of a sudden,
i missed peizhi.
she had oways been protectin mi,
coverin tins up for mi weneva i made mistakes,
standin up for mi wen i nided her,
but nw..
she aint ard.
so lost without her.
so lost.. ..

i missed bein GI.
as i was standin on the balcony watchin campfire ytd,
i den realised hw adorable students actuali are.
i luv seein dem wrkin tgr,
comin up wif cheers n performances.
tokin to dem is so much more relaxin compared to my wrk nw.

so mani events kamin up.
but surprisingly,
my pace had slowed dwn.
i don gif a damn animore.
ppl jus aint satisfied wif wateva i do.

my mind got blocked.
totali blocked.
i'm losin my tinkin ability..