i was wrong to tink tt bein a coordinator is a simple task.
coordination alone wasnt jus my job,
i did more den wat i'm suppose to,
i did more den wat was bein told originally.
i was lectured for not askin wen i'm unsure of certain tin,
der again,
i got scolded for askin too.
der r jus too much tin tt i'm unaware of,
yet i was simply threw with all the load.
wed onwards i'm gona b all alone.
n i reli mean ALONE.
no one cld help mi wif wat i'm doin,
but tts not the worse issue,
the worse is..
i'm lost of wat to do even..
wen i cldnt even help myself,
hu will..

files after files of quotations r kamin in,
camps aft camps were run in the centre,
tins look so easy on the outside,
yet ppl whom r the bck stage support r the toughest.
the silence suffer.

no one tink tt i wld stay long i guess,
i hope to prove dem wrong,
but i cant pull myself to.
i'm gettin alittle weary.

everione here seems to bully mi.
everione here seems wantin to gobble mi up.
i'm the best arrowed person.
on the surface,
everione tryin to b so nice,
yet wen dey needless of ur help,
dey simply turn their bck at u.

oni 2weeks yet i cld stand it no more,
hw long more can i substain still..

bei,
ur expression tells everitin.
i don wish to brin wrk hm,
i don wish to msg n msg n msg wen i'm wif u,
i don wish to attend to calls everi min n sec,
yet plz understand tt its my job,
i hv no choice at all.
i hope u'll b more supportive n understandin den wat u r nw,
cuz i do nid compromisation frm u.

i find no motivation to move on at all in dis line..
y m i still here den..

why.. ..