wee!
broke camp!
was super shag tt i almost fell aslp durin the reflection session.
dos students were reli swt.
noein tt i'm super bz wif stuff,
dey helped mi filled up my bottle.
aww..~
dey luv to hug mi too.
so swt~

my best satisfaction kams frm students,
wen small notes n letter kams in,
i reli do felt the kind of warmth.

everibody tot i was lvl 3 instructor.
haiz.
most of dem r teasin mi abt it.
hey guys,
i'm x..
reli x.. ..

jus for 1 camp,
i've became beri close to my ai ai.
haas.
she's damn cute can!
we're in the same section.
din reli tk note wen we actuli start tokin,
yet i noe we're super close on the 2nd day onwards.

i've got:
Swtheart - Jenna
Honey - Swan
Deary - Shuting
Sub ai ai - Kat
Main ai ai - Mabel

lolx..
so flirtatous of mi.
muhahaha!~

was bein selected as campfire ic,
tgr wif kee onn.
both of us lose our voices,
n wat a coincident,
der's no mic available..
sigh.. =.="

the entire atmosphere was dwn,
all of us can feel it,
yet over at bravo section,
none of the instuctors r doin anitin.
again i say,
its the INITIATIVE tt counts.
if u guys r tired n lethargic,
the kids will sense it.
u guys r the one brin up the atmophere,
x the kids.
plz,
u guys played an impt role.
haix.
plz do sum soul search n self reflection.

i can hold ani longer.
my eye lids r gettin heavier n heavier.
i'm damn slpy oreli..
will blog again soon.
bye~

life had been gettin busier n busier.
i don even hv the time for my own.
had been runnin camps aft camps,
the left over time had oreli been contributed for leanin bike.

spent my valentine day in camp.
wif him him him, her her her.
lolx~
so many ppl.
my ai ai asked mi to b the valentine,
but i rejected!
haha!~

ppl kam n go in one's life.
the previous batch had gone,
so nw here kams the new ones.
jenna,
swan,
jess,
kat,
andrea,
fishcake
fu jiun,
wind,
last but x least,
cina,
dey're all my camelot gang!
enjoyed my time wif dem.
i used to tink tt gg for camp is a routine,
its a job,
i den realised tt i was wrong.
wif dem ard,
tins r totali diff.
luv dem loads!
(ps: sori if i miss out ani as the gang is too BIG!)

was section ic for the last camp.
the camp was totali screwed up.
camp cheif, sam.
buddy, ben.
the worse tin to hpn,
is not abt hvin mischevious students,
is abt hvin lousy camp cheif n sucky buddy.
i blif wind n i feel the same.
both of us had been wrkin to the max lvl to get the camp runnin,
yet matrix changed again n again n again.
i flared,
threw my temper,
but he still simmer himself dwn,
he's still cool.
guess he's more rational den i do.
















haas..
went movies n kbox wif camelot gang durin new yr.
dis is the best foto bein tken tt day!
kat n i were kissin fishcake,
lolx!
wat a face frm her!
so cute!

almost got posted to ubin for kranji sec camp.
phew~
thx God i rejected.
my last camp in ubin we slept in chalet,
dis time round we suppose to slp in tent,
of cuz i said NO to it la!
summore the pay is the same for both ubin n spore,
mite as well choose spore.

I Do (Cherish You) lyrics
All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I

I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Til that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart
'Til my dying day

heard jenna sang dis in kbox tt day.
it touches mi so deeply.
will sumone sing dis song for mi as well..?
*smile*

goto go bck to wrk le..
hvin briefin ltr.
sigh.
can oni blog 1 or 2 wks ltr.
pardon mi,
but i reli don hv the time thou so much i wanted so.
guys,
wait paitiently for my updates k?
luv u peeps~

hapi new yr everione!!!
feel so shiok hvin brk..
ahhh~
did u guys enjoyed ur holiday?

i luv all my dis yr's outfit.
i'm more COOL den eva~
gg out wif my entire camelot gang dis sun,
woo..
din noe tt my camelot gang was in such a BIG grp.
over 10 of us i guess.
till nw still cldnt seems to get the num rite..
haha~
will try to tk sum fotos to show u guys!

went to watch 'ah long prvt ltd' wif zac ytd nite.
as usual,
everi yr chu yi will spent wif him catchin a show,
so no xception dis yr.
haas!
the show damn funi can!
i'm lk luffin off my ass inside the cinema~
guys,
its a MUS WATCH show!
don miss it!

hmm.
perhaps i noe hw to luv no more.
too hurt,
too wounded.
i'm sori tt i caused u more n more pain.
but frm the beri beginin,
i tot i've rejected u in a super clear cut manner.
y r u fallin deeper den..
we're frenz.
jus frenz.
in the past,
the present,
nth will even change in the future..
i'm reli sori.
but without the cold shoulder,
without the kind of attitude given,
u wun retreat..
i appreciated u beri much as a frenz.
n i reli do..
i reli do.. ..

i used to say
'search my heart for whr it lies'.
but i den realised tt i've lost track of whr my heart is.
it seems to b out of the detactable area.
sumbody has jus stolen it i guess.

i luv camelot trainers more n more.
we're clickin well.
hvin all sorts of fun.
yet cina is leavin.
sigh..

i shld b leavin soon too.
aft listenin to the 'beatin ard the bush' tok frm kelvin,
i feel tt bein an instructor aint my callin at all.
yup.
i'm jus not up to standard..

i aint tt strong aft all.
i can tear over simply minor issues.
i'm vunerable,
indeed i m.

1 cig represent a deep tot.
1 pkt represent sorrows.
1 can of beer represent pain.
1 carton represent wounded.

i'm startin my clubbin life soon.
cant stand the plain life tt i'm hvin nw.
its more lk a routine,
a cycle.
i nid sum spices.

many of u tink tt i've changed alot.
but for ur info,
i'm still mi.
no doubt.
if u cant stand the way i m,
den F off.
simple as tt.

kor's gf kamin 2 bai nian.
dey reachin soon le.
haas.
goto go preapre.

once again,
hapi new yr to all of u!!!

had been away for a long long long long period..
phew~
hectic mth for mi.
but tt isnt it.
der'll b more to kam.
feb is another xiong mth for mi.
argh~

wonder y all of a sudden,
the malays in camelot r gone,
n dere came a new big bunch of new trainers,
all chinese.
beta to b tt.
i feel more comfortable wrkin wif dem.

had been doin water side recently.
leg had been bleedin n bruised.
it reli hurts.


gg for bike license soon.
swan registered le.
kat n i will b gg nxt wk or the wk aft,
the 3 of us will set our 1st practical date tgr.
yes..
without committment nw,
i'm gg nearer n nearer to my dreams n visions..

i don reli care wat ppl tink abt mi.
i got all numb.
wateva ppl wana say,
tts their prob, i don care n neither do i gif a damn.
xpecialli for ppl in gv,
say all u wan,
it doesnt affect mi much.

nw is ard 2 plus AM.
am in cine usin com wif zeju
while lili, jp, zac n cherry watchin dvd in the rm.
i luv dis idea..
we shld hv kam here often.
hmm..
lolx~

new yr is kamin..
eh.
goten my new yr clothes jus nw.
went wif cherry n ze ju,
i reli fell in deep deep luv wif the white fairy-like dress i've bought.
dey too said it was nice!
kees~

thou life is a little empty nw,
yet it jus shows tt i ought to fill it up wif stuff.
i don enjoy indulgin myself wif loads n loads of wrk,
yet tts the oni way to subcide dos tots in mi..
thx for my gv gang,
my colleagues,
my frenz,
u guys did more den wat i had imagine..
thx for bein der wen i nided most.
u guys rox!~
*luvs*

der r too much tins to say since i had x been bloggin for such a long time,
yet i reli hv no idea on hw to summarise dos tins i've encounter withtin the wks.
the joyous moments,
the dwn pit moments..
too much n too much to b mention..
frenz,
hear my heart den to read wat i wrote..
i nd understandin,
i nd care n concern too.
i aint as strong as u guys tot i am,
i'm jus ordinary.. ..

been wrkin too hard.
will get sum rest for new yr.
haha..
ang pao ang pao here i kam!!!

kat jus turned 19 dis yr!
haas..
her chalet was splendid!
we had so much fun der,
arrangin all the sabo'in programme for her,
cake smashin session n all!
had x been enjoyin myself dis much for a long time.
i reli did..
thx for dos tt turned up,
u guys made it a success~

among dem,
my bdae kamin up nxt..
gdness..
i don wan!
sure kena sabo bck de!
i beta disappear b4 all the 'mishap' hpn to mi!!!

k la..
i'm gettin alittle tired..
haas..
wana join dem in watchin dvd..
off i go!
will TRY to blog soon!