frenz kam n go at all times.
der r ppl tt treats u lk an idiot,
yet she doesnt even noes.
or shld i say..
she does!
but she simple doesnt care.

i pop out occasionally?
haas..
well..
beta den u,
din even pop out at all.

i nv once feel or tink tt u sacrificed for mi as a frenz,
perhaps u tink the same way too.
if u tink so,
den gd!
end it off easier.

it aint abt the frenship animore.
its the misunderstandin n accusation tt pissed mi off.
'u're jus unhapi tt we're frenz again'..
wat the fark..
i'm der reconciliatin u guys,
yet dis is the remark u gave.
thx man..
it jus MEANS so much to mi..

tot tt i shld let i noe abt hu i'm wif,
cuz u r one of my closest pal.
yet u aint satisfied.
its the '2wks late' tt u matter.
i regretted so much tellin u.
u don accept mi,
its ok..
doesnt hv to shoot mi wif all the CAPS u type.
its my decision hu i wana b wif.
don reli nid u to interfere.

all n all.
dis frenship means nth to u.
cuz..
u meantion it..
'y cont'..
fine..
end it the way u wan..
u don wish to cont tokin rite?
tok no further frm nw on..

i din claim tt i'm rite..
but ask God if u r rite den..
u mite b amazed of wat He wld say to u.

3yrs bck i've told u,
n i had oways been repeatin the same tin to u.
'if one day we ended of frenship off',
i wldnt bother to tink bck hw close we used to b,
hw much u had done for mi,
i'm cold blooded as u once said.
yes i indeed m.

we no longer relates frm nw on.
NO LONGER.
u wun feel the kind of regret nw,
perhaps yrs dwn the road,
u den do.
same applies for mi.

we lead a diff lives.
ur HOLINESS n GODLINESS,
i don understand,
x my style either.

my punk n lousy life,
neither of ur understandin.

so b it den.

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life's still gd wif bao bei n liang ard.

liang,
as wat i've told u b4,
in my life nw,
i oni nid u n cake,
its oreli enuf..
more den enuf..

bud 4eva~
luv ya..

Woo!
it had been days tt i'm bck frm Pahang trip.
the trip was..
borin~
aniway,
great discovery was made durin the trip.
n wat was it den?
tt is..
NEVER to go overseas durin hungry ghost festival.

it was nth major actuli.
jus tt km aft km,
rounds aft rounds,
we seems bck on the same old spot.
we set off at 4am,
yet we reached our chalet at 10pm at nite.

u mite tink its nth,
but the pitch dark location,
in additional wif all the sharp turns,
the fear arose.
tinkin wat if we cldnt get to the place in time,
tinkin wat if the petrol ran out,
tinkin wat if we mit an accident.
tots aft tots came in.
but all thx to cina,
the most calm,
the most steady one.
our diver,
our tourguide.

took some photos over der.
n here it goes.





























































haas..
limited fotos as we didnt proceed to ani other places
other den dis waterfall.

mumi n dadi were hapi to c mi bck i guess.
their smiles tell.
but..
wonder y do mumi tok so much nw a days.
she's jus actin lk a FM radio.
she doesnt nag,
jus merely tokin n sharin wif u can last for hrs.
oh man..
i nid ear plug!!

hvin camp again le.
haas.
had rested for so long,
jus wen i almost got rusty n moulded,
i was bein called bck for camp.
cool~

sigh..
sat natural climb was cancelled.
bao bei n i goto look for our own prog to kill time den.
ani idea on whr to go n wat to do?
we hv ran out of idea..

argh..
y is technology so advance in our era??
all i wan is to play simple games..
yet i spent so much time dl'in games for my psp,
i cldnt managed to dl ani!
qi si ren le!!

goto go soon le..
haha.
to avoid hvin dinner wif bao bei's dadi n mumi,
we goto chao first.
*ZOOOM!~*

hvn been bloggin for ages.
didnt reli hv a chance to kam over bao bei's place for the com.
but nw i'm finali here!
haas~

had my hair cut recently!
sum says doesnt suit mi,
yet sum says it looks beta.
hu to blif?
haas.
wat do u tink den?















amazingly,
der's no camp at all dis mth.
we oni wrk as napfa tester n sum prog for LDC.
sad.

jus came bck frm cina bdae chalet.
the chalet was kind of bored?
perhaps cuz we're reli budget.
haas.
ran out of bbq food on the 2nd day,
goten jenna to buy it bck since she was sendin her hm sick dog hm.

hvin briefin tml.
hvin prog on both fri n sat.
mitin cina, kat, swan n bao bei on sun.
leavin earli in the morn on mon for pahang.
packed schedule.

love is so fragile.
jenna lose her lam,
swan lose her sharon.
both r devastated.
both r lost in luv.
hw can ppl tk relationship so lightly..
sigh..~

had a little tiff wif bao bei tt day.
argued over the chalet stuff.
didnt mean to raise my voice,
but yet i still did.
my initial purpose was to withdraw u frm e unhapiness,
didnt knew tt my words weight so heavy.
bao bei was upset certainly.
i'm sori..

i start to realise tt in my world nw,
der's oni bao bei ard.
whr had all my frenz gone to..?
was still tinkin,
if btwn bao bei n i,
our relationship surfaces sum probs,
hu can i confide in?
such a simple question,
yet hvin a tough ans..

guess bao bei is bz bein an all rounder.
as my frenz,
my colleague,
my playmate,
my listener..















bought dis for u on our 4th mth anni.
thou it aint cost much,
but the words on it counts.

life had been more lk a routine nw.
BORIN is the oni describtive word i can tink of.
gamin n gamin n gamin.
i nid more psp games!!!

time flies.
aft pahang,
it soon will b our 5th anni.
wow.
we've kam dis far.
lolx~

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
haha~
jus feel lk screamin aloud.

hope tt both bao bei n i will hv more vacancy in doin camps the kamin mth!

wana touch on my blogskin.
haas.
will stop here.
hmm.
dono wen will i blog again.
but gd tins worth waitin isnt it?
wait on ppl!
cheers!