i fell hard.
for all the pain that i endured,
you'll be with me always.

the last night we had,
you said i'll be the first and the last,
and of course the one and only that piggy back you at esplanade,
i buy that,
i really do.

for you,
i gave up almost everything,
i lost everything,
never did i expect,
you're in the list too.

you said that i'm charming,
i'm cool,
but i stil lose terribly to someone that is hundred times uglier.

you used to like holding my hands,
you used to like hugging me,
you used to love me more and more as day goes by,
but what now..
u're gone just like that.

i never once grumble at those tough situations that we encounter,
when i say that i love you,
i mean it,
more then you can ever imagine.

didnt expect feelings can come and go like the speed of lightning,
it disappear right before my eyes even before i realise its existence.

i know you're not going to return,
but i hope someday it reminds you of me when you pop by this certain area..
amk hub,
chinatown,
cineleisure,
orchard central,
313,
plaza sing atrium,
suntec,
flyer,
and lastly,
esplanade.

and again it reminds you of me when you..
sell fishes,
enjoying christmas lighting,
sees lizard,
eat pasta,
drink pokari sweat,
keep long nails,
sees bling bling watch,
smokes,
sit at the usual stairs,
sees pink stuffs,
and..
stoning.

i pierced my tongue for you,
you and you alone.
for the rest of my life it slaps me awake,
that i once love this person so much.

i hope to see you,
but when will it be the next?
some day,
some how,
some where..

i bruised so badly this time round.
i need a long time to recuperate i guess.

you changed me so much,
you taught me so much.

i sank dead in the realm of love..