Hi people!
Didnt really have the time to blog about my Genting trip
and as well as my New year.

I always believe that pictures speak a thousand words,
so without further ado,
i shall proceed on showin my photos to u guys! =)














Our steamboat session.














Fish spa~



























On the Skyway Cable Car!














Big car, small us.



















Telephone booth.























































Theme park rides.














4D motions.

Haas.
The trip was fruitful except that i feel really sick on the first night.
nevertheless,
my sickness didnt hinder the fun at all.

A little formula to share..
Swan + Sunshine = 24/1/09
*cough cough*

New year was ultra boring.
Din manage to go any relative place,
but swan n bei's house are more than enough to me.
Went to Bruce and Alicia's house for steamboat too,
and with the additional ang bao given by company tdy,
it mks my new yr a little better.


















The Cheenas.


















The Westerners.














Happy 4 friends~

Went back to work tdy.
Things didnt went well.
I've tried my best,
but guess others jus cldnt see it.

my fault,
all my fault.
missin quote out is my fault,
over manpower is my fault,
insufficent manpower is my fault,
usin freelancer instead of full timer is my fault,
asking is my fault,
not askin is my fault,
didnt reply email is my fault,
reply wrongly is my fault,
not readin email is my fault,
didnt update board is my fault,
didnt write coordination list is my fault,
EVERYTHING seems to be my fault.
what a job..

I jus wan to spend sum time wif frenz,
but i cldnt seems to hv ani personal time.
that stupid fone is still ringin none stop..

i cld stand no more..

gg nuts soon.

darn!
swan earned it,
sunshine is jus so pretty,
i simply cant tk my eyes off her.
haas.
but i'm hapi for her,
sunshine is jus so swt n nice.
*smile*

had tendered resination to bruce,
he actuli asked mi to tink it thru again.
well,
no regrets,
i reli wanted to leave..

i dono wat job m i lookin into,
salary doesnt matter to mi,
i jus wan to wrk hapily.
basic enjoyment goto b der.

side trackin alittle..?
no..
i cant..
but the fact is.. ..
i m..
i'm lost too.
so lost..

falling deeper each day

You are being missed by me at times,
to be exact,
i hate you more den i miss you.

i used to love you so deeply,
yet in return,
you hurt me more than anyone else.

By buying christmas present to me in compensation,
it doesnt help at all.
Don't assume that simple things like that will simmer my anger.
i'm sorry,
but i really hated you.

My love for you no longer exist,
so stop pestering me and pop out every now and then,
doing little things expecting my attention.

looking back at my previous entries,
i just ponder hard,
thinking to myself why do i love you so much in the past..
but thank goodness,
no longer now..

sparing some time for myself,
i came to a conclusion that i shall not accept your gift.
we aint related at all.
no longer lover,
no longer colleagues,
no longer friends.

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man..
so much wrk to do.
manpower coordination kills.
i need trainers,
i need people who can commit to camp.
anyone?

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9mth had passed.
it jus passed like that within blinking moments.
i love bei more and more each day.
you spartic nerd!
but i just love you so much.

you are the potion in me.

spent my christmas in bangkok alone,
and spent my new year with my fellow trainers and ex cell grp mems.
chole suggested MIND cafe,
a board game cafe,
which i tink it was a pretty gd suggestion made.
we went ahead wif her decision.
as my both grps of frenz do not noe one another,
the board game cafe was surely a gd place for ice breakin to tk place.
it was as expected,
despite not noein one another,
dey had fun playin tgr.
*smile*
(clappin for myself)

went ahead to cafe iguana for some drink.
order 2 jug of margrita.
n shots were given out FOC due to new year day.
we hesitated,
holdin the shot cup in our hand for quite sumtime
before it was in our stomach.
it was strong,
but thx God we pulled thru.
haas~

niwae,
tdy was such a lousy day for mi.
i was fine $200!
cant believe it.
jus for one cig butt,
der goes my $200..
nevertheless,
i wasnt the oni one.
i do hv kakis!
nazz n jay got fined too.
lolx~

wen u wrk longer in a particular job,
more ppl will start to tok abt to n do little actions behind u,
n tt person will oways tink highly of demself,
tinkin tt u wldnt noe wat he or she is doin.
too lazy to even bother abt these ppl.

9mths anni is kamin.
we're too broke to even spend it a proper one.
sigh..
bei's presence is the best healer for my lousy mood nw.
i miss bei bei n boy boy~

my eyes closin soon.
eye lid gettin heavier n heavier.
don noe wen will i blog again as it is peak season nw,
will update u guys soon!