from now on,
no one help me ma ma,
no one help me change change,
no one iron my clothes for me,
no one wash and hang my clothes,
no one pat pat me to sleep,
no one cover blanket for me,
no one massage for me after a long and tired day,
no one hug me to sleep,
no one..
just no one..
im all alone from now on,
in a lonely little room of mine.
so quiet that i can even hear myself breathe.
i hate the quietness,
but am learning to adapt it..

i wanted you back,
but you choose to let go.
im tired,
so tired..
tell me that you want me back,
before i could no longer remember who you are..

life is in a mess now,
but day still goes on..